Finding Self And Identity In Herman Hesse's Sidddhartha

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Is finding one’s Self, or identity, a simple task, accomplishable overnight? As Siddhartha learned, this is hardly the case. In Siddhartha, a novel by Herman Hesse, the theme of identity is used to illustrate how hard it is to find self. His difficulty finding his identity is evident in his leaving his Brahman life, leaving his best friend and the Buddha, and his time spent at the river.

Siddhartha left his life as a Samana because his expectations of being taught enlightenment were not fulfilled. After giving the Brahman life a chance to prove itself, Govinda and Siddhartha find themselves doubting their recent choice. “Well Govinda...”, Siddhartha begins, “are we on the right road? Are we gaining knowledge? Are we approaching salvation? Or are we perhaps going in …show more content…

In chapter 3 of Siddhartha, Govinda and Siddhartha find the Buddha and, both in search for good teachings, decide to listen to him and give him a chance. Govinda finds delight in what he hears exclaiming to Gotama, the Buddha, “I wish to pay my allegiance to the Illustrious One and his teachings” (29). He chose to follow the Buddha and adhere to his teachings assuming Siddhartha would follow suit. After listening more to the Buddha’s teachings Siddhartha finds in his heart that this is not for him. While he does not specifically say so to Govinda, it is clear that Siddhartha was not satisfied with Gotama. Siddhartha tells Govinda, “Do not forget Govinda, that you now belong to the Buddha’s holy men.. Tomorrow, Govinda I will leave you” (29). Siddhartha has made the choice to leave his best friend, his loyal companion who has followed him since the beginning, just because he was not satisfied with the Buddha’s teachings. This illustrates the negative qualities developing due to Siddhartha’s dissatisfaction. Selfishness has caused Siddhartha to leave his friend and will arouse issues later

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