Descriptive Essay On Loneliness

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Feeling lonely has always been a problem in my life. Especially in my younger years in middle school. I never really knew how to deal with it when I was younger. I grew up as an Air Force brat, my family and I moved more times than I could count with both my hands. So, the problem with making friends at such a young age was hard for me. I always felt like it was me more than anything. I always felt like I didn’t something wrong as a kid. When I moved to a new school none of the kids would talk to me they would leave me out of all the games and even class projects. Every time I hear that six-letter word lonely it brings me back to an 11-year-old boy sitting in a bathroom stall not wanting to go back to class knowing no one will notice him. Even seven years later, my mind still can’t let go of that damn word.
When I first got to Blevins Middle school in Fort Collins, Colorado I was excited and ready to go. In my mind it was a new start, no one knows me, I can make great friends and start feeling welcomed. When the bus pulled up to the school my stomach dropped it felt like I had a bag of bricks in my stomach. Walking up to the school felt like I was walking ten miles even though it was not even fifty feet away. As soon as I entered those doors I thought everyone’s eyes were on me like a group of hawks watching their prey. I knew from …show more content…

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