Creative Writing: Pain From the Past

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Finally, as the little beast had fallen asleep, I got a chance to have a quick smoke before someone noticed me outside of the house. My mind was blank, thoughtless, and fearless, or that was at least what I thought. What I recently realized was that the only solution for a successful future was to leave the past behind me, however, sometimes as if it had to, it tormented my conscience. As I walked around the house, trying to find an absolutely hidden place from the neighbors’ eyes, the smell of the freshly painted house reminded me of my past that I have been running away from for a very long time. Suddenly, the words of my father ran through my mind. When I was younger, he used to tell me
"Champion, life will often give you an option to choose between good and evil. Always choose good. Good is better. That's the golden rule."
But I was so shallow-minded to listen to him, so I experienced the consequences of choosing poorly in life. I was raised and grew up as an only child in my family. Growing up without siblings made me selfish and spoiled, but I never noticed that until looking back at my childhood.
My mother was a housewife, a blonde, skinny woman with no regrets. She was very straightforward with people, she always said what she thought and never had a problem with offending someone. Unlike her, my father was very quiet. I guess it was because he was a writer, he would always put all of his thoughts on a paper, rather than spilling them out into someone's face.
As nice as they were, living with them was a nightmare, at least to me. So I decided to move away, even though illegal, it was a step I thought was necessary for me to take, and so I did. The night of April 24, 2005, I left the house. The only evidence of my existe...

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... with tears all over my face, I ran, packed my things, and left the house as soon as possible. I headed towards the airport, knowing that today is the day. I knew I had to go back to my hometown. The flight was way too long, but when I arrived, none of that mattered. In front of my eyes, everything was the same as when I left, but this time, people were in hurry. I stopped and asked an old man.
„What is going on here?“
„If you came a little earlier, you would've found him alive.“
I already knew my daddy passed away. Mother passed away a year ago and father did so too, today. And I? I was late for everything. Now the father's tear haunts me, it is heavy as the biggest burden, it destroys me from day to day and doesn't let me move forward. What I learned was that no hand could fondle mine like the parent's hand and no tear could be as heavy as the tear of my father.

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