Creative Writing: On-To-Dolgates

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Lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, sensing the minutes tick by for what seemed like the hundredth night in a row; Cassie knew the feeling well. . Every few minutes or so her eyes would flick over to the glowing red numbers as they grew closer and closer to the time her alarm would go off, signalling a new day. The demonic red numbers switched to three in the morning, and the time for sleep fell to four hours. Cassie forced an inhale, and then breathed out slowly. It had been hours now, since she had persuaded herself to lie down in bed, yet her mind was still reeling from the day previous. It wasn’t as if anything spectacular had happened, those sorts of events seemed to save themselves until Cassie was already near a breaking point. Today …show more content…

She couldn’t remember the last time she had gotten more than one or two hours of sleep, which was affecting her ability to coherently perform necessary tasks, which definitely impacted all the work she did horribly and that meant that she had probably failed most assignments and so really, it was pointless to keep trying and so the to-do list grew higher and higher until it was wavering over Cassie, threatening to collapse and bring down the precariously put together life she had tricked everyone into thinking she had…
…This of course would then reveal her as the insane person she was sure she was now becoming and ward off any of the people who had somehow managed to stay in her life up until now, but since she couldn’t even answer a couple of damn texts, all her relationships would die out. Suddenly she would be alone and probably end up homeless because no one wanted anything to do with her and the doctors had given up and her mother’s pitying stare would pierce her like a thousand …show more content…

Leaning her clammy forehead against the cool porcelain, Cassie braced herself for what was about to come after the commotion she had made.
“Cassie, are you awake? Are you all right in there? I could hear the door slam from down the hall. Do you need me to come in?” came the voice of her mother.
Swallowing back her panic for a moment, Cassie smiled to herself and forced a laugh. She almost believed it herself. For a moment, she indulged in the idea of actually answering her mother’s questions; how different her life would be if she could just let someone in. It was only fleeting.
“Ma, I’m fine. Must’ve been still half asleep, go back to

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