Changes In The Crucible

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“You have made your magic now, for now I do think I see a shred of good in John Proctor. Not enough to weave a banner with, but white enough to keep it from such dogs.” This quote, from Act IV of The Crucible, can sum of up a good bit of who John Proctor is and how much he has changed from the beginning of the story. John went from being an insecure, self deprecating man to a content man, forgiving his own faults, and having enough self respect to keep him from despising himself. Which, I think, is one of the most relatable qualities of a character, that they can change just as we do in our everyday lives. Having an affair, beating himself up over it, and ending up a martyr is quite the change. John Proctor, having many years molding himself …show more content…

The fact that we are not and perhaps really far away from it is tough to swallow, some more than others. John gave into his desires for his own selfish reasons. He cheated on his wife Elizabeth and still got mad with her during Act II when Elizabeth was suspicious of him being alone with Abigail. His sons are not all baptised and he plows on Sundays but I consider those to be minor. Just as John was, I am pretty selfish when it comes to how I spend my time. I tend to prioritize what I want to do whether or not it benefits anyone else. When my parents try to get me to do activities with them, I try to get out of them every time. I spend a lot of my time prioritizing myself over everyone else. I also am not as thankful as I should be. Similar to some, I always want more than I have. I have always hated that side of me but I can not seem to be at peace with it. I mean I have manners and say “Thank you” and am polite but I think I should just do more and treat people better than I do now. For instance, my grandmother has alzheimer's disease and is in a home to be cared for. I do not go to see her that much and it is not like I was close with her but I still know her enough. It feels like I try to save my time by only doing what I want, but instead, I am actually wasting my time by doing that. Flaws can change us for better or for worse, and John and I plainly have similar ones. Being stuck in our ways, over critical with ourselves, and being made of flaws are only three characteristics John and I have in common. They may not be the best of quirks but John turned out to not be so bad, there may be hope for me yet. I have to admit, I did not expect me to have any of the same qualities a debaucher would but I guess that shows taking a step back before judging may lead to changing and growing just as John

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