Analysis Of Kurtz's 'The Heart Of Darkness'

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True horror is coming to terms with thing you cannot change. And not even necessarily coming to terms, but realizing what you have done and not being able to undo anything is an act of true horror. Also, horror lies in the fact that the reader, or at least myself, became uncomfortable as we learned that Kurtz’s last words were “the horror! the horror!” I was uncomfortable because that sting of regret and shame the reader has to deal with via second-hand, and Kurtz just gets to die; he doesn’t have to deal with that shame and disgust over what he’s done. Kurtz’s last words, “the horror! the horror!” perfectly exemplify how there is a duality of meanings even in just the two horror’s themselves, and those meanings are constantly changing too, My initial reading broke down “the horror! The horror!” into two parts. The first part was that it was Kurtz’s own initial response to “some vision.” The second part was that it is Kurtz’s response to his own response, which ultimately holds all the power in giving meaning because how we choose to interpret something in relation to our initial response showcases the processes of the mind that contribute to what we really think about something. So the second part of “the horror! The horror!” holds the most weight because not only does it provide emphasis, it shows that Kurtz is processing the information in front of him, albeit a little too late. In addition to my initial reading of this line, I thought about how the repetition really sheds light on how there is a constant duality of opposing forces of violence and benevolence, light and dark, colonizers and colonized, sane and insane, etc. Both horror’s actually being vocalized makes a clear distinction that they are at odds with each other while also emphasizing each other. In my most recent reading, this line could be about Kurtz being distraught over the fact that he’s done, his reign is over, making him completely selfish in his last words because he’s upset at himself that he lost control. Both of my readings can be the horror!” both articles seem to not only agree with what I have to say, but they only go so far to agree, whereas I take it a step further and look at the language itself to identify more than one meaning. Kurtz’s last words, even just the word by itself, “horror,” brings forth some kind of revelation. You only know something is true horror once you have seen it and have had at least some time to reflect on it. Kurtz is able to reach a revelation, but again, it is too late. However, even at the end of his life, being able to realize the atrocity of what has been done is a step in the right direction, however it does not cancel out what was

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