Abstinence Reflection Paper

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Abstinence When I first saw this assignment on the syllabus I wondered what I should do. After several discussions with friends I discovered I had several choices. I could give up caffeine (but none of my friends would be around me), I could give up Facebook, but I don’t think that would bother me in the long run, I could also give up Netflix, but that wouldn’t really bother me either. After much consideration if I wanted an experience that would mimic a substance abuse disorder I had to give up chocolate. The experiment started off easily enough. I decided to give up chocolate. Luckily enough, I did not have any chocolate in my room to get rid of. I was given a brilliant piece of advice, and that was to find something to replace chocolate …show more content…

I had to pass this group three times, and each time I explained that I was doing an abstinence project for this class and it would be fantastic if they would stop shoving the chocolate in my face. I am pleased to say that I said no to the chocolate all three times. Today, 9/9 I knew that as today is an anniversary full of mixed emotions abstinence might be difficult to achieve. It is just past noon and I have made it this far, but I have not left my chocolate free room much. I survived 9/9, and while I stared at my suitemate eating her chocolate cake at dinner today was still better than any other day of this assignment. As of today I think that this experience could continue well beyond the semester, and might help me lose some …show more content…

Did you notice that the second word in the title is “chocolate”? I made sure to bring items that were not chocolate. I brought two different types of cookies, and there was fruit….. I took part in the non-chocolate items there, and then… I found Oreos with chocolate filling. At that point I convinced myself that the likelihood of finding Oreos with a chocolate center again was slim to none, so I made a conscious decision to go ahead and eat an Oreo. I have heard tell that an addict starts off wherever they left off in the abuse of their drug of choice **cite**, I wanted to continue to eat the chocolate after the first bit, because, well, it’s good. I however, stopped at one because I felt guilty, and slightly judged by my friends. I don’t know why I even looked at the food at the event, an alcoholic, or drug addict probably wouldn’t look at a buffet of his or her drug or drink of choice. The fact that I even made the decision to stand there and look at all of my “non options” implies that I was headed towards a

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